I don't know what to do.
The second I'm alone I crash. I'm alone in my room at 2 in the morning unable to stop crying and feeling more confused and lost and needy than I ever have before. I feel pathetic and scared and alone. I'm terrified that my life is being turned upside down and I can't do anything about it. I'm more terrified that I don't know how to cope with it.
I need help. I honest to god don't know where to turn and really need help.